Thinking of getting this :)

Thinking of getting this :)

I got so hyped when I saw these I had to get them no matter what #hype #2bfp #gethype #gun #metal #gunmetal #stereo #headphones

I got so hyped when I saw these I had to get them no matter what #hype #2bfp #gethype #gun #metal #gunmetal #stereo #headphones

Lent Positivity Diary FINAL!!!

We’re DONE!!!!

It’s been great ladies and gentlemen (all zero of you) :D

This helped me really get more positive about things, I notice myself telling people around me to get more positive and cheer up etc now. I’m having way more fun than I used to and I don’t even think about the reason I started this anymore. The whole sad and whiny bullshit is LONG GONE. I’m so happy I stuck with this (even though it got shaky near the end with forgetting and doing 2 or 3 days of posts in one go!! ).

Regardless I’ve written like 46 posts over the last month and a bit and it’s helped time just fly. I’m so happy to be back hanging out with my friends again. I’m WAY less paranoid than ever now too, went out for some drinks last night and had zero paranoia stuff. Got a few strange looks alright but never once did I wanna freak out or anything :P
This has been a great experience, forcing yourself to think about good things when you may be a negative person. I’ve even noticed now (from a random Facebook add) that some people only focus on negativity and no matter how much they go on about you giving great advice etc they will only focus on negative things (probably forever) because they want attention. Don’t try and force positivity down peoples’ throats, if anyone reading this ever decides to do something similar. If you must, mention it once, twice max and then sit back and see if your advice is taken on board. Some people just like to be able to say ‘woe is me’ and hope that you’ll rush to their aid. 
As a test (to hope I could prove myself wrong) I called the aforementioned random facebook ad out and boy did she get angry ;)

I just hope I wasn’t ever that bad and even so I’ve gone and changed that now so I’m thankful for that. I’ll probably update this blog more frequently than before the positivity diary now because I’ve gotten used to coming here and also I’ll probably keep the positive stuff coming every now and then too :)

Cheers big ears, see ya next time.

<3

Lent Positivity Diary #45

So I’m happy that I went back home from college. I was stuck in that room in total isolation for like 3 months. I like spending time alone but holy cow it gets old after a while!!!!! I’m so happy I decided to go back home :)

#nofilter #selfie #newhair #skintight #shaved

#nofilter #selfie #newhair #skintight #shaved

Lent Positivity Diary #44

Jeez these things are really going on eh?

only 2 more left now I think. Lent ends on the 19th. I’m happy that I kept this up, even though a few times I had to write 3 or 4  at once to catch up on missed days!

Also how can you not be happy right now? It’s so sunny :)

Lent Positvity Diary #43

Today the game dev guys in my group are coming over to try and get the audio for our game sorted! If this gets done I get to go home for easter and to hang out with family and friends again. I need to get my car back from the shop too and get my fucking license sorted ASAP. That license will be mine this Summer no matter what. I’m due for my test rescheduling now soon too. Let’s not think about this now… making me nervous haha.

So yeah tl;dr today I’m happy work might be out of the way.

Lent Positivity Diary #42

IT’S SUNNY OUTSIDE.

I can’t WAIT to get home for the Summer now. Work experience is over, I’ve only 2 days of college in May presenting for my fyp; as soon as that’s over I’ll be off recording stuff and driving out to the lake swimming with my friends. It’s been weird being in near total isolation this semester so I can’t wait to get home to the sun and my friends. Who knows, might even take my skateboard up to the skate park again :3

Summer is making me super happy now.

Lent Positivity Diary #41

First time I’ve been excited about Pokémon in ages. Playing a hack called Pokémon Omicron. So sick. If you play Pokémon at all play this. I’ve put tonnes of time into it already but it’s so worth it. Interesting, adult, not broken, with some really really cool features! This is what I’m happy about today. 

Lent Positivity Diary #40

I’m happy that I’ve got my own idea for a game now. I’m beginning thinking about and listing mechanics and such now because I have some game development guys seemingly on board to make it with me over the Summer.  I don’t wanna spoil it now because it may or may not happen so once there are more details I’ll post em here for the zero people that read this blog </3